This has truly been my craziest summer yet. Over the summer I've was hospitalized for pregnancy complications and on complete bedrest. After 10 weeks of that madness I had a precious baby girl, Zaynub Inaya Alea Al-Kazawi who is now a month old. Her names are Arabic for brave, generous and excellent. Because she was a preemie, she spent her first few weeks of life in the hospital. During that time I moved into a larger apartment and basically taught myself to walk again. I didn't have any problems with my RA until after I gave birth. Well now I'm trying to adjust to a new life and all the wonderful changes to come. Once I get settled I plan to hit the ground running. Later for feeling as if I have to cover for other people's wrong doing. I have a beautiful life completely dependent upon me and the choices I make.